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Oceanic Slime

Really? That’s a tough topic to address, but I do want to point everyone to a remarkable article by the very readable science scribe Elizabeth Kolbert in last week’s New Yorker on the “Darkening Seas”… details how atmospheric CO2 doesn’t just hang around in the air but is steadily mixing into the oceans (of course), leading to a slow acidification of the seas. This will lead to a steady collapse of thousands of species, maybe compromising the entire seaborne food chain, leading to the re-emergence of … oceanic slime!… ick.

Somehow oceans are more on my mind lately. When I buy fish I always have this glimmer that maybe some year soon I won’t be able to find fish anymore. And we live at the edge of the continent, oceans are supposed to rise (they do in my novel!), and we’re going to be feeling that preponderant presence of blind, wrathful oceanic energy more and more in coming years. To say nothing of crazy storms, diminishing water and food supplies, and any other of a long line of catastrophic fantasies that lurk beneath consciousness every day.

I get out as much as I can, riding up and down our lovely hills. The other day I took a hike with a friend up Oak Canyon on San Bruno Mountain, ending up at the summit where the marine layer kept the whole view shrouded in gray. I love the sense of being in the weather I get from these long hill journeys, whether on foot or bike. Here’s a shot of the big view, then a close up of how lush parts of this canyon are.


This is what I was told could be known as the “indian kitchen” just on the creek bed next to an ancient shellmound. It’s one of those resonant spots where history forces itself into the forefront of your mind as thousands of years of pleasant living preceded our visit to this apparently forgotten spot on a much-neglected local ecological treasure. (We’re having a Winter Talk on San Bruno Mountain at CounterPULSE on January 31, as part of our Nature in the City series.)

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Living and Dying in the City

A remarkable, densely-packed weekend of San Francisco living, starting with the latest from my illustrious neighbors, Keith Hennessy and Seth Eisen with Jules Beckman, “How to Die,” at Dance Mission on Friday night. Like the last show Keith did, this is divided into two parts, the first on homelessness and the second on gay sex-and-drugs subculture. Those simple descriptions don’t come close to capturing the minimalist complexity of the performances, nor the deeper reflection they offer on our Culture of Denial.

My first reaction to the homeless half of the show was, like many, to be disturbed. It’s not fun and actually makes the audience very uncomfortable. Keith starts out sort of stumbling into the theater with Jules behind him, both in raggedy parkas, looking pretty darn derelict. Keith starts talking in a subdued, almost apologetic tone of voice, explaining the history of the Mission a bit, handing out snapshots of old men sprawled on our street, as they do every day, trying to situate the actual people we blithely and routinely walk past without seeing (in our case, mostly older alcoholic Salvadorans). A strange tinny voice explains how many people die by train decapitation, followed by Keith giving 9 reasons to die with Jules hurtling into him again and again, tackling him to the floor. It was the most comic part of it, but given the force of the crashes, the humor kept getting sucked right out of it too. A piano wire is strung diagonally across the stage and Keith threads it through his nose (where he normally has a ring) and then began the part that most haunted me later. I’m grossed out by the nose ring to start with, but then to see him sliding right and left, forward and back on this fine line, dramatizing the impossibly fine line on which homeless folks have to survive, lubricating it with his spit so it would slide through his nose…. it was an incredible thing to see. That part summarized the whole theme for me.

Part two is a pelvic-gyrating disco scene with Keith and Jules as heavy speed freaks while Seth lipsyncs to disco hits in a series of over-the-top shimmering disco costumes. The ‘connection’ between the two speed freaks is composed of feigned anonymous sex, rough and violent and loveless. Ultimately Keith assumes a series of the most degrading poses imaginable (which he also did for part of the first half), and just forces the audience to gaze at his self-degradation. The alienation dramatized in part two parallels the despair of part one, though in the second half it’s evidently much more self-imposed. Nevertheless, the title hovers over the show as we watch people on a slow path to death, isolated from each other and from their own humanity, producing their own deepening immiseration. Then Keith breaks in with a Brechtian self-critique which actually deepened the whole show, questioning the whole gist of the show by juxtaposing it to the two million AIDS deaths projected this year, largely among non-white inhabitants of Africa and Asia, often female and young.

And that in turn, nicely overlapped with some recent reading I’ve been doing. Planet of Slums by Mike Davis is his usual numbing tour-de-force of stats and analysis that leaves one enraged and overwhelmed. Iain Boal reviews it intelligently in the latest Mute magazine, but I wanted to note a small part of its broad and deep critique here: A disgustingly large portion of the world population is living in shit! You can get a gripping portrait of how desperate life is in Lagos, Nigeria in George Packer’s long article “The Megacity” in this past week’s New Yorker. But here’s Davis:

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Feeling Freer in a House of Mirrors

As much as I malign the empty pointlessness of U.S. politics and elections, like most people I know I am glad that the Repugs lost their majorities in Tuesday’s election. In fact, looking at various results from Tuesday indicates that a slumbering majority of “normal” Americans finally decided they’d had enough of cowering before a theocratic authoritarianism and threw the bums out… no more Santorum or the rest of those patently insane politicians who lost…instead we get a host of slimy hypocrites who want to ‘reach across the aisle’ and ‘find common ground’ and ‘govern from the center’… aaack. I actually did vote against Nancy Pelosi, a vote which means nothing, but one I’ll feel better and better about in coming months.

But the small bounce in my step doesn’t have as much to do with the Repugs loss as it does with the tide turning on the abortion rights votes. South Dakota defeated the draconian law there, in California Prop 85 lost (another attempt to force female minors to negotiate with their father-rapists to get an abortion!), and the defeat of a number of the more vitriolic anti-women votes in DC all amounts to a real (momentary) victory for rationality and personal freedom.

Last night at CounterPULSE we had an incredibly moving and fascinating Talk on “Sexual and Reproductive Freedom 1960s to now”… when we scheduled it months ago we knew it would be the night after the election, but we surely didn’t know that the news would be as good as it was for this topic. Patricia Maginnis gave an incredible presentation about her years in the 1950s and 1960s going around giving abortion classes to women, teaching them how to self-induce (!), where to go outside of the U.S. to get an abortion, etc. Maginnis is quite elderly but she was scintillating with her stories of confronting police and district attorneys and speaking up against the Catholic priests she had all too much experience with, coming from a big Irish Catholic family. I got goosebumps listening to her living history unfold before us.

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